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My new business opening spring 2005

April 6th, 2005


01:03 pm - Leaving for TX
Headed for TX to help with a school fundraiser for playground improvments. Taking Drameda. Looking forward to forgetting some crap here. Talk to you soon.
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Mans Road

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April 4th, 2005


06:03 am - Costume Designer/Techie
You scored as Costume Designer. You know the ropes, Costume Designer! It's EVER so important that everyone looks just right for the role! You know just the right touch to add life to each and every one! GOod Work!

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Costume Designer

70%

Techie

70%

Chorus

60%

Stage Manager

60%

Supporting Role

55%

Lead Role

30%

Which type of Theatre Person Are You?
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Actually had to answer a tiebreaker.
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Mans Road

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05:53 am - Bills Bills Bills
Bills piling up and money got spent on tooth. Have $550 in bills due today and only $300 left after my dental bills clear. How ever am I going to survive. Why is it that I always have to live like this. Why do I always have to beg from others just to make it. I will be working a full day everyday this week that is for sure. Only got to work 6 hours last week cause I was so sick. Darn tooth. Might go sell some blood today. Help someone and make a couple bucks for myself. Anything will help. I sure hope my closing happens soon.

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Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 30th, 2005


07:29 pm - root canal got put off
Canal tomorrow afternoon.... :(((( I want to stop hurting.... anlther day of pain and sickness.

z
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: Mans Road

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08:20 am - root canal today...
but the pain should stop when it is all over....

Z
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 28th, 2005


05:53 am - Walking Man's Road
Sometimes we dig for things along our road and then find that the answers we did not want to know, even though we thought we did. When we get then they are most disturbing. There is a young man with serious troubles, and because of his troubles he is on meds and has had some type of treatment that has wiped his memory. He has done some terrible things, and he says he cannot remember them, but that he has urges to do bad things. Like he burned his mothers house down some years ago. He hurts the people who love him. Well things were fine for a long time but now he has returned to our area. His mom and aunt are two of my very best friends. Now I am faced with tearing up the friendship I love so much, Because I have to tell them he is not welcome in my home or with me and my family. We always go to activities every year the first weekend in July together. I have to ask that he not go or we will not. He has betrayed my trust in him, and for that I can not yet forgive him, though the day may come, it is not here now. He hurt my family too. I am glad he is getting help but he needs much more for he betrayed me after he had begun seeking help. I am angry that he has returned. I feel sad for his mom and aunt for they always get the fall out of his misgivings. He is an adult now. If I could catch him I would have him put in the hospital, with bars, forever. I think he is calculated and that he uses his "my memory is wipped" story to get away with doing bad things. He is calculated and evil, I do not want that in my life.

Sometimes our road takes us places we want to go and yet the road is filled with so many pot holes and bumps you wonder if the days travel was worth it. Sometimes the start is bummpy but you hope the travel will get smoother as you go. That is what I am hoping for. Drameda's Trailer was due 2 weeks ago. If it does not come in then I cannot make my trip to TX next week. Drameda is scheduled to make an appearance at a school carnival to help them raise funds for a new playground. She has missed to appearances already because the trailer is over due. I will be happy to get everything in hand. Then we have several appearances planned for the rest of the year. I am ready to move forward with her. I am ready to keep my promises.

Z
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 27th, 2005


07:30 am - Happy Easter
ho yum no easter basket for me again this year. when will I learn to be good.

Z
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 24th, 2005


09:59 pm - Quandry
So many things on my mind this week. First I found out some very disturbing things about one of my daughters. Word is going around the net that she might have been assaulted in some way last summer. Trying to get facts and get the situation handled properly. Found out one is cutting herself, she has allegidly done this before, she had cuts but could nto tell for sure if they were self inflicted or not and she tries to make people feel sorry for her some times and might be doing just enough to get attention but she still needs help. Dad is in denyal and since it is his insurance and I have none what can I do to get her help? found out one daughter is trying to make me a grandmother. ick! not ready for that. found out that one daughter might be doing drugs. I am going crazy!!! I can not get this stuff off my mind. I need to get them out of the house and living with me instead of dad. they need help. I need help dealing with it. I am actually manic myself and having a hard time of things. My teeth hurt, my ears are ringing, I am having chest pains, my hands and feet are going to slepp on me sitting here. My eyes hurt, my shoulders and back hurt. My face is breaking out, my stomach hurts, my head hurts, my cycle will not stop and I cannot sleep yet I am drained of all energys. This is soo messed up. I ordered a trailer for drameda and it is 2 weeks past due and I have missed at least one paying event because of it and I am supposed to do a charity event for children this weekend. i just feel so beat up emotinally. I steal away to the bathroom at work for cryingspells. I am so afraid they will catch me and fire me. then where will I be.I could just scream. I want to steal away to a nice babbling brook with just a hint of a nice warm breeze. Cool waters flowing freely, cardinals singing, butterflies waving, cottony clouds and bright blue skies. a nice full skirt for frolicing and dancing about, with lots of wild flowers, and of corse my unicorns. with all the magic protection from the outside world with no worries, no cares. Song and happiness. Ph how I could go for hours in a place like that right now. Ph for a moment of happy to take some pain away. dream, dream it real, dream, dream it real.

Z
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 22nd, 2005


12:25 am
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.

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Cinderella

81%

Goofy

75%

The Beast

75%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

Peter Pan

69%

Ariel

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Cruella De Ville

38%

Donald Duck

38%

Snow White

6%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Current Mood: groggygroggy
Current Music: Mans Road

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March 20th, 2005


09:27 pm
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Galendrell: The land you come from is an endless
old growth forest. The trees are inhabited with
fairies and gnomes, and some of the trees can
walk and talk! Pools of crystal clear water,
bubbling brooks, mossy banks, and starry night
skies. All kinds of creatures live in your
enchanted wood! Phoenixs, unicorns, moon calfs,
and many more. Your spirits often have bonfires
in the grassy hills or deep in the woods. You
live in tree houses up in the branches of trees
where you can sleep at night in your Kingdom.


What is your mythical land like? (beautiful pictures)
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Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Mans Road

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